Big News!
So, I have some big news! And it's AWESOME big news to boot!
After I came downtown the other day to help aira37 with her Medicaid application (since I just finished mine after MONTHS and had a really hard time), things just got awesome. For about five minutes things were a little awkward, but we ended up talking for a long time, heading out to Star-bucks (THANK YOU JAIME!!!), and then going grocery shopping for her. Then we headed back to her apartment after talking for a good long while over coffee. By then, things had already clicked. And clicked. And clicked a lot. When we got back we were going to finally do the paperwork, but after putting the food away and getting ready to take out the trash, I got a big surprise: the beautiful aira37 turned and kissed me. And we smiled and smiled and kissed some more. It was just so right... the kiss, everything we had talked about, all we had in common... everything. Then I took the trash out, grinning ear to ear, and we came back in and talked some more before going to our common friend's house, luguvalium and hanging out with everyone there. It was awesome.
I don't know why I even decided to come downtown to help her with paperwork. I'm terribly OCD and anxious lately, and depressed with a majorly flat affect to boot. On top of that, I never even talk to strangers, leave the house, or open up how I did. But I was just so damn comfortable. And happy. We have so much in common it's unbelievable. I have to explain something to everybody it seems. Except her... she could cut me off when I began to explain myself, and she actually knew what I was going to say, was already OK with it, and I could just not explain. She already knew because of how much we share in common. I just... it takes me ages to be "friends" with anyone. We may be acquaintance's for years and never be true friends. But Jaime and I were friends after one minute of talking. It was (and is) uncanny.
Without too much elaboration (because I could go on for a week, believe me), her and I are unbelievably compatible. We just WORK. Without even having to try. I don't understand it, but I'm not going to question it.
Short version is that J[']Aime (aira37) and I are together. And I am happy for the first time in ages.
Me... happy!!!
After I came downtown the other day to help aira37 with her Medicaid application (since I just finished mine after MONTHS and had a really hard time), things just got awesome. For about five minutes things were a little awkward, but we ended up talking for a long time, heading out to Star-bucks (THANK YOU JAIME!!!), and then going grocery shopping for her. Then we headed back to her apartment after talking for a good long while over coffee. By then, things had already clicked. And clicked. And clicked a lot. When we got back we were going to finally do the paperwork, but after putting the food away and getting ready to take out the trash, I got a big surprise: the beautiful aira37 turned and kissed me. And we smiled and smiled and kissed some more. It was just so right... the kiss, everything we had talked about, all we had in common... everything. Then I took the trash out, grinning ear to ear, and we came back in and talked some more before going to our common friend's house, luguvalium and hanging out with everyone there. It was awesome.
I don't know why I even decided to come downtown to help her with paperwork. I'm terribly OCD and anxious lately, and depressed with a majorly flat affect to boot. On top of that, I never even talk to strangers, leave the house, or open up how I did. But I was just so damn comfortable. And happy. We have so much in common it's unbelievable. I have to explain something to everybody it seems. Except her... she could cut me off when I began to explain myself, and she actually knew what I was going to say, was already OK with it, and I could just not explain. She already knew because of how much we share in common. I just... it takes me ages to be "friends" with anyone. We may be acquaintance's for years and never be true friends. But Jaime and I were friends after one minute of talking. It was (and is) uncanny.
Without too much elaboration (because I could go on for a week, believe me), her and I are unbelievably compatible. We just WORK. Without even having to try. I don't understand it, but I'm not going to question it.
Short version is that J[']Aime (aira37) and I are together. And I am happy for the first time in ages.
Me... happy!!!