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Feb 19, 2010 17:23

Of all people, I would have thought mae, a person going for a masters in behavior analysis, would have known the effect that negative reinforcement can have on someone.

I can only hear so many times how I'm dumb, or have man boobs, or date ugly girls, before it really starts to affect my self perception. This is why I didn't talk to her for a while, I simply was sick of it, sick of putting up with it. And every time she talked to me she would bring up the same things, over and over and over again.

As shitty as a girlfriend she was, she was an even shittier friend. People even commented how badly she treated me. And that was my fault for letting her do it so long. Maybe she'll get it... probably not. She's the kind of person that always thinks she's right.

As weird as it sounds to say it, I kind of feel bad for Jason.... well, not really, he deserves it. Karma is a great thing.

Expecting too much from the wounded.
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