Re: Since I have a need for clarity:demitriomniApril 8 2007, 08:00:30 UTC
No. I used the societal term, "loser" not the derogitory term. ...Uh-huh.
Not as far as you perceive and you'd have a source of income if you wouldn't deny Hiring Signs in lights. That still doesn't change the fact that I'm not treating you any different than any of my other friends, and they seem to be taking my behavior just fine.
You beating yourself up. Nope, truth.
Kay. Just means you don't have an answer. I have my own beliefs about what a job should be, they don't fit into most people's rhetoric, so I don't bother.
Play video games, read books, write roleplays and reviews, look for jobs, call my girlfriend, talk to my friends...etc. Congratulations.
But you didn't have to say words that suggested you didn't care. Did you ever stop to think that perhaps, since the situation was so distant, and completely beyond my control, I might, in fact, not care? I regard Blu as a friend of mine, but that's not to say I'm suddenly going to stop my life grieving about something bad that's happened in his life. And I'm certainly not going to risk the ability to drive in order to pick him up, when there's a good chance he has plenty more friends who can drive.
I play multiple games so it at least keeps interesting so it's a new topic, but that's moot. Don't pull the "I paid for this then you didn't give it a chance" card because I followed you into Guild Wars and then YOU decided you didn't like and quit. My computer decided it hated it, so I stopped playing due to technical issues. Not like you actually stayed near my level anyway.
I payed for it in the first place or bought Megan's copy, one of those, so you didn't "lose" a trial, anyway. You bought my copy, I bought Megan's copy for the sole reason of her and you playing.
Also, I -told- you I was going to lose interest in it extremely quickly, having played it before and you ignored it. You could have humored me, even for a few days.
In all my experience of calling you, you rarely check your messages, almost especially if the message was coincidentally important. What signifies 'importance' to you? A video game tournament?
Most accessable place is in the car where there is music and the speed to stimulate the mind for topics. You know very well that's the LEAST accessible place since I typically used the stereo to drown out conversation.
And that's why you have less friends. I have... 1 less friend.
Instead of immediately departing with Megan, since that's the only time you leave your house, you(plural you. Both Gann and Megan) should've hung out with me and everyone else at the arcade a little longer, more often. We're not very social, especially when we have more important things to think about. And on our very limited time, we pick each other over other people.
Giving rides isn't a rule of my "friendship contract". Being nasty while declining is what brings up red alerts. I've said no a lot of times, I've given you 'last' ride warnings, and despite my better judgement, kept on driving you places.
"I thought/think I am your only ride because... " Lemme finish your sentence. "...because I jumped to conclusions." That were, in fact, based on a true story.
My departure plans were thought out as noted. And AS noted, I thought I could hang out with you again because, you know, I was in town that weekend and thought it'd be nice. I'm not talking about this last time. I'm talking about... the 9 out of 10 ratio that occured prior.
I left a lot of other things you've done 'wrong' out. You wanted 'em in? Sure, if you can be honest about your own faults while you shoot your mouth/keyboard off.
I'm not. And i'm not your 'bud' anymore. By your own hand.
...Uh-huh.
Not as far as you perceive and you'd have a source of income if you wouldn't deny Hiring Signs in lights.
That still doesn't change the fact that I'm not treating you any different than any of my other friends, and they seem to be taking my behavior just fine.
You beating yourself up.
Nope, truth.
Kay. Just means you don't have an answer.
I have my own beliefs about what a job should be, they don't fit into most people's rhetoric, so I don't bother.
Play video games, read books, write roleplays and reviews, look for jobs, call my girlfriend, talk to my friends...etc.
Congratulations.
But you didn't have to say words that suggested you didn't care.
Did you ever stop to think that perhaps, since the situation was so distant, and completely beyond my control, I might, in fact, not care? I regard Blu as a friend of mine, but that's not to say I'm suddenly going to stop my life grieving about something bad that's happened in his life. And I'm certainly not going to risk the ability to drive in order to pick him up, when there's a good chance he has plenty more friends who can drive.
I play multiple games so it at least keeps interesting so it's a new topic, but that's moot. Don't pull the "I paid for this then you didn't give it a chance" card because I followed you into Guild Wars and then YOU decided you didn't like and quit.
My computer decided it hated it, so I stopped playing due to technical issues. Not like you actually stayed near my level anyway.
I payed for it in the first place or bought Megan's copy, one of those, so you didn't "lose" a trial, anyway.
You bought my copy, I bought Megan's copy for the sole reason of her and you playing.
Also, I -told- you I was going to lose interest in it extremely quickly, having played it before and you ignored it.
You could have humored me, even for a few days.
In all my experience of calling you, you rarely check your messages, almost especially if the message was coincidentally important.
What signifies 'importance' to you? A video game tournament?
Most accessable place is in the car where there is music and the speed to stimulate the mind for topics.
You know very well that's the LEAST accessible place since I typically used the stereo to drown out conversation.
And that's why you have less friends.
I have... 1 less friend.
Instead of immediately departing with Megan, since that's the only time you leave your house, you(plural you. Both Gann and Megan) should've hung out with me and everyone else at the arcade a little longer, more often.
We're not very social, especially when we have more important things to think about. And on our very limited time, we pick each other over other people.
Giving rides isn't a rule of my "friendship contract". Being nasty while declining is what brings up red alerts.
I've said no a lot of times, I've given you 'last' ride warnings, and despite my better judgement, kept on driving you places.
"I thought/think I am your only ride because... " Lemme finish your sentence. "...because I jumped to conclusions."
That were, in fact, based on a true story.
My departure plans were thought out as noted. And AS noted, I thought I could hang out with you again because, you know, I was in town that weekend and thought it'd be nice.
I'm not talking about this last time. I'm talking about... the 9 out of 10 ratio that occured prior.
I left a lot of other things you've done 'wrong' out. You wanted 'em in?
Sure, if you can be honest about your own faults while you shoot your mouth/keyboard off.
I'm not. And i'm not your 'bud' anymore.
By your own hand.
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