So, now it's 2012
I wish I could say "Happy New Year" to everyone this year without feeling like it's a total crock, but I can't. So instead I'm just going to say, "I hope you're all having a happier New Year than I am," because I wouldn't wish the crap I'm going through on anyone.
My life has basically turned on its head right now by something completely out of my control (see: my parents) and now I have to figure out how to cope with that. It's an ongoing thing, and unfortunately there is nothing I can do to speed up the getting-back-to-normal process.
I know I'm being really vague; it's because I don't really want to talk about it. But I also can't pretend it's not happening, because I'm not that delusional, and I'm no good at hiding my feelings.
At any rate, the first two hours of 2012 that I spent with a couple of my best friends were glorious. And then I talked to my mother and everything went straight to hell. I wish I could have more moments like the former.
My New Year's resolution this year is to finally learn how to take care of myself.
My life has basically turned on its head right now by something completely out of my control (see: my parents) and now I have to figure out how to cope with that. It's an ongoing thing, and unfortunately there is nothing I can do to speed up the getting-back-to-normal process.
I know I'm being really vague; it's because I don't really want to talk about it. But I also can't pretend it's not happening, because I'm not that delusional, and I'm no good at hiding my feelings.
At any rate, the first two hours of 2012 that I spent with a couple of my best friends were glorious. And then I talked to my mother and everything went straight to hell. I wish I could have more moments like the former.
My New Year's resolution this year is to finally learn how to take care of myself.