sticking your hand inside my chest
i looked back
such bad luck now.
as he walked away, i wanted him to come back and tell me he would stay. As the tears choked my eyes, I couldn't help but to look back, and whisper your name.
By that time you'd left. God I hate this feeling; I want to say it, I cant stop thinking about it but I just cant seem to bring myself to do it. How I try to trick myself into thinking you feel the same way about me. Am I such a fool to lust for you the way I do? I wish i could bring myself to admitting the truth, whatever that is. I couldnt help but to look back.
the words are as small as i feel.
D:
such bad luck now.
as he walked away, i wanted him to come back and tell me he would stay. As the tears choked my eyes, I couldn't help but to look back, and whisper your name.
By that time you'd left. God I hate this feeling; I want to say it, I cant stop thinking about it but I just cant seem to bring myself to do it. How I try to trick myself into thinking you feel the same way about me. Am I such a fool to lust for you the way I do? I wish i could bring myself to admitting the truth, whatever that is. I couldnt help but to look back.
the words are as small as i feel.
D: