so here it is

[demikat]

i'm not sure what to do about the whole livejournal thing. i don't actually have anything interesting that i want to say...and i feel awkward about people. i'm not even sure if i like or dislike feeling awkward. it's good for me because it's always helped me create boundries...but my last boundries weren't too good. so i have to make new ones...but i'm a little sad to realize that i have to put up new boundries...i really liked who i was...but to be honest...i don't feel safe right now...and the urge to go into hiding feels like my best option. i'm easliy upset and set into deep thought...and i kinda got myself into something tonight that i was looking forward to..but i'm not so much anymore.

so...but back to this journal thing...at best...it'll be to keep intouch with pat, kryssi and bree