Broken Hearts and Silver Tears CH 2
Title: Broken Hearts and Silver Tears
Pairing: Demi/Selena
Rating: M (just in case) for language and future violence.
Summary: How Demi would carry on if the whole Selena/Nick rumor was true.
A/N: You guys are amazing with your comments :) This chapter may be sad but don't worry things will get better in the long run. Enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Demi Lovato or Selena Gomez
Betrayal. She couldn't help but feel it. For the first time since they met, Demi couldn't bare to listen to the words tumbling out of Selena's lips. Was she allowed to feel this emotion? Her heart screamed yes but her brain whispered no. She listened to her brain again.
Looking at her beautiful eyes, Demi forced herself to listen to the hurtful words Selena told her. Her excuses of why she didn't tell her made her choke back a sob.
"I wanted to tell you Demi, I just didn't know how. I didn't want to make things uncomfortable I guess. I mean, you and him are good friends now and me saying that I was seeing him I guess I was scared I was making things awkward for..."
She hated him. She had for a while now. She's seen the looks of want in those eyes. She's seen the way he acted around her Selena. And now she hated him more than anything in the world. Selena was no longer hers.
The screams never left her body that day. The tears stayed at bay, forced back so she could play her role as best-friend. In front of Selena, she would never be anything more than a best-friend. Grinning that Demi-grin, she said it was fine and that she was happy for her. Selena grinned and giggled with happiness.
"Oh Dem, he's great! He's the sweetest guy ever. God Demi, I'm so glad I can talk to you about this and everything's okay!"
Staring at her secret love, Demi forced a smile. "So, how long have you been going out?" It was after that moment that everything spiralled out of control.
After a moment of silence, Selena averted her gaze before she answered her. 1 month. Really almost two months if you counted the fact that they were just hanging out and flirted a bit. That long and she never knew. Demi didn't know what made her angrier more. The fact that they were together for so long and she never noticed or the fact that Selena never told her and probably wouldn't have until Demi had joked about it.
"Two months? Two months?! Selena what the hell?! Were you ever planning on telling me? Were you gonna conveniently leave it out until the day you got engaged and I ask about the rock on your finger?!"
She was overreacting. She knew it. Selena knew it. Her anger and sadness finally won against her brain. "Why are you so mad? I told you why I was scared to tell you! Stop overreacting!"
"Why should I, Selena? You didn't even tell me you liked him! You consider me your best-friend but you don't even tell me this? What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"You should be happy for me! What kind of best-friend are you? You're freaking out over something as little as this!"
"You didn't tell me!"
"Oh my god, you like him too!"
"What?! No, no I don't! That's disgusting!"
"Disgusting? Disgusting?! You totally like him otherwise you wouldn't be freaking out like a maniac!"
"I don't like him, Selena!"
"Yes you do!"
"I DON'T LIKE HIM!"
"Oh whatever Demi, the way you're acting right now tells me something different. Your jealous and acting insane!"
"I HATE THE GUY, SELENA! WHY WOULD I LIKE SOMEONE I HATE?!"
It just got worse after she said those words. She wished she had enough strength to hold back her feelings like she did everyday of her life. She wished they weren't screaming at each other right now, having one of their biggest fights ever over a stupid boy. She wished she could have just smiled and said something supportive instead of getting angry and upset. Anything to stop the love of her life from walking away from her and leaving her broken, listening to the words resounding in her head.
"I can't even look at you right now."
UPDATE chapter 3 up now :)
demifan90.livejournal.com/848.html
Pairing: Demi/Selena
Rating: M (just in case) for language and future violence.
Summary: How Demi would carry on if the whole Selena/Nick rumor was true.
A/N: You guys are amazing with your comments :) This chapter may be sad but don't worry things will get better in the long run. Enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Demi Lovato or Selena Gomez
Betrayal. She couldn't help but feel it. For the first time since they met, Demi couldn't bare to listen to the words tumbling out of Selena's lips. Was she allowed to feel this emotion? Her heart screamed yes but her brain whispered no. She listened to her brain again.
Looking at her beautiful eyes, Demi forced herself to listen to the hurtful words Selena told her. Her excuses of why she didn't tell her made her choke back a sob.
"I wanted to tell you Demi, I just didn't know how. I didn't want to make things uncomfortable I guess. I mean, you and him are good friends now and me saying that I was seeing him I guess I was scared I was making things awkward for..."
She hated him. She had for a while now. She's seen the looks of want in those eyes. She's seen the way he acted around her Selena. And now she hated him more than anything in the world. Selena was no longer hers.
The screams never left her body that day. The tears stayed at bay, forced back so she could play her role as best-friend. In front of Selena, she would never be anything more than a best-friend. Grinning that Demi-grin, she said it was fine and that she was happy for her. Selena grinned and giggled with happiness.
"Oh Dem, he's great! He's the sweetest guy ever. God Demi, I'm so glad I can talk to you about this and everything's okay!"
Staring at her secret love, Demi forced a smile. "So, how long have you been going out?" It was after that moment that everything spiralled out of control.
After a moment of silence, Selena averted her gaze before she answered her. 1 month. Really almost two months if you counted the fact that they were just hanging out and flirted a bit. That long and she never knew. Demi didn't know what made her angrier more. The fact that they were together for so long and she never noticed or the fact that Selena never told her and probably wouldn't have until Demi had joked about it.
"Two months? Two months?! Selena what the hell?! Were you ever planning on telling me? Were you gonna conveniently leave it out until the day you got engaged and I ask about the rock on your finger?!"
She was overreacting. She knew it. Selena knew it. Her anger and sadness finally won against her brain. "Why are you so mad? I told you why I was scared to tell you! Stop overreacting!"
"Why should I, Selena? You didn't even tell me you liked him! You consider me your best-friend but you don't even tell me this? What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"You should be happy for me! What kind of best-friend are you? You're freaking out over something as little as this!"
"You didn't tell me!"
"Oh my god, you like him too!"
"What?! No, no I don't! That's disgusting!"
"Disgusting? Disgusting?! You totally like him otherwise you wouldn't be freaking out like a maniac!"
"I don't like him, Selena!"
"Yes you do!"
"I DON'T LIKE HIM!"
"Oh whatever Demi, the way you're acting right now tells me something different. Your jealous and acting insane!"
"I HATE THE GUY, SELENA! WHY WOULD I LIKE SOMEONE I HATE?!"
It just got worse after she said those words. She wished she had enough strength to hold back her feelings like she did everyday of her life. She wished they weren't screaming at each other right now, having one of their biggest fights ever over a stupid boy. She wished she could have just smiled and said something supportive instead of getting angry and upset. Anything to stop the love of her life from walking away from her and leaving her broken, listening to the words resounding in her head.
"I can't even look at you right now."
UPDATE chapter 3 up now :)
demifan90.livejournal.com/848.html