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I didn't end up going to California for undisclosed reasons. People generally feel sorry for me because they knew how much I wanted to either get closure or patch things up, but for some reason, I am very content with not being able to go. I've spent the time off from work writing and playing guitar. Doing lots of soul searching and trying to... Find out who I really am. I also got a second job, working at the Godiva chocolate shop insidfe the same plaza as my Starbucks. I am going to bust my ass this Christmas season. I would like to get everyone really nice Christmas presents and buy an electric guitar. Plus having a surplus of money sounds very appealing. I have been living outside my comfort zone, and fleeting back and forth on wether or not I consider myself "independant" since I need so many people to stay alive, but I guess it's a step closer.