Will You Be Mine?
Title: Will You Be Mine? Ch. 8
Description: Sophie and Sian have been long time friends, but at some point in the friendship Sophie started to develop feelings for Sian. The only people that know about Sophie's feelings for Sian is her sister Rosie and close friend Chesney and Sophie is planning to keep it that way because she doesn't want to lose her friendship with Sian. (People's thoughts will be in blue and conversation will be in purple).
Rating: Adult Content later on
Sophie P.O.V:
A very upset Sophie comes rushing out of Ryan's apartment building.
Sophie: "I can't believe this is really happening, like really how much more fucked up can my life really get right now? I'm in love with a girl who is pregnant by a good-for-nothing ass whole (and that's me describing that helmet head nicely). And hello! ever heard of condom? How stupid could she be to not use a condom if she was going to fuck that piece of shit? I guess I was the only one of us who took the vow seriously because she fucked Ryan the first chance she got and now look at the situation she's in. But you know what this was really a wake up call for me for every believing in the fantasy where Sian would realize that she is in love with me and we would end up together, so fuck I refuse to put myself through this anymore. I'm brea....." Sophie gets interrupted from her train of thought by someone calling her name.
Sian: "Soph, Sophie wait up."
Sophie looks behind her spots Sian but doesn't stop walking and speeds up trying to get away from her but Sian runs and catches up to her and pulls Sophie down into an empty alley.
Sophie: "Get your hands off of me Sian." Sophie snatches her arm out of Sian's grip. "What the fuck to you want Sian?" I ask her coldly. "Shouldn't you be with your fucking fiancé picking out baby names and all that other shit couples do when they hear they're expecting?" wanting to hurt her as much as she has hurt me.Sian: "Soph I'm so sorry that you had to hear everything that way instead of it coming straight from me, but could we go somewhere private and talk so I can explain everything." she pleads while being shocked by how mean and cold Sophie was acting towards her.
Sophie: "What is there to talk about Sian? Everything is out in the open now so I don't see no need for us to talk now or ever again for that matter." " I just need to keep a stong front up for right now I can't keep allowing my heart to be broken by her even if she doesn't how hurt I am by her news."
Sian: "Soph you can't really mean that." She expresses with tears starting to run down her face. "I don't want to lose you Sophie your too important to me."
Sophie: "Will she just stop calling me Soph already I'm almost on the verge of forgiving her. She is saying all of the right things and I don't know how much longer I can keep standing my ground. I feel feeling like I'm being walked over on by her and I'm sick of feeling that way." "Don't call me Soph anymore, you lost the right to call me that when you changed on me. I don't think I know who you are anymore maybe I never did."
Sian: "Don't say that Soph, I mean Sophie but you know me better than anyone. I'm so sorry, you don't even know how sorry I am that I didn't tell you everything but I was scared and ashamed with myself and I didn't want you see me differentlyeven though most likely now your opinion of me may have already changed. I never intended to have sex with Ryan I just felt pressured and ended up doing it. I was using Ryan to hide what I was really feeling but now I've finally realized what I want and what I wan....."
Sophie interrupts Sian.
Sophie: "You know what you don't need to explain anything to me Sian so goodbye."
Sophie runs home leaving a broken Sian behind in the alley.
Sian: "What I want is you. I'm in love with you Sophie." Sian whispers and breaks down crying in the alley.
Hope everyone enjoys the update I will try to update as soon as possible. Tell me what you think. (Sorry for it being short I been really busy)