Wtf...
I am... kinda pissed off right now.
My dad just called me up and after awhile asked me what I thought about maybe coming to live with him and Margaret.
Why him even thinking I'd want to do that pisses me off, I don't really know. But I'd seriously NEVER want to live with him and Margaret. I think I'd seriously commit suicide after a few weeks. I just can't imagine leaving the house I've lived in for the past 7 years, leaving my pets, and only seeing my mom once a week. Yeah, I'll be moving out one day once I get a job and am able to pay for a place myself, but I can't see myself leaving here to live with my dad. I feel like I'm saying to my mom, "Oh, well, I like dad better than you. So I'm gonna go live with him." And I can just never do that to my mom, the thought of it makes me want to cry. She misses me even when I'm at my dads for the weekend. I can't imagine making her only see me once a week and every other weekend. I'm a lot closer to my mom than I am to my dad. My mom understands me, and my dad... tries to make me something I'm not.
Yeah, not ever ever moving to live with him.
My dad just called me up and after awhile asked me what I thought about maybe coming to live with him and Margaret.
Why him even thinking I'd want to do that pisses me off, I don't really know. But I'd seriously NEVER want to live with him and Margaret. I think I'd seriously commit suicide after a few weeks. I just can't imagine leaving the house I've lived in for the past 7 years, leaving my pets, and only seeing my mom once a week. Yeah, I'll be moving out one day once I get a job and am able to pay for a place myself, but I can't see myself leaving here to live with my dad. I feel like I'm saying to my mom, "Oh, well, I like dad better than you. So I'm gonna go live with him." And I can just never do that to my mom, the thought of it makes me want to cry. She misses me even when I'm at my dads for the weekend. I can't imagine making her only see me once a week and every other weekend. I'm a lot closer to my mom than I am to my dad. My mom understands me, and my dad... tries to make me something I'm not.
Yeah, not ever ever moving to live with him.