depressed
Nothing changed im depressed as usual........ just it's getting worse...... im trapped in another relationship i dont want to be in but im too insecure and too lonely to to leave cuz i dont have friends..... i do but theyre only phone friends i guess and only have enough time to talk to me 5 minutes at a time....... so i guess they arent really friends im alone just me n ben i dont have no one to talk to...... i went to go get help for my depression but i didnt qualify for the fee waivers and i dont have good enough insurance to cover it and to pay is 100 dollars a session which i just dont have so im still stuck out doing everything alone just me n ben with no one to talk to..... i reach out to the ppeople who supposedly care about me and they just listen n say ok bye ill talk to you later they dont try to help or anything...... im obviously crying out for help but i dont get it.... where do i get new friends that will listen and help........ i dont know but its getting worse with things the way they are and im worried i might stay like this forever and stay stuck with this guy who i know doesnt care but at least hes around soo im not totally alone