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October was awsome cuz of all the parties! Novemeber started off rocky butits just getting better....
A friend is ignoring me n i don't know why but if i see him i'm gonna hit him for doing it and ask him WHY!!?!?! If you're mad or just don't want to talk to me give me a damn reason don't just blow me off like that.... he's one of the one's i really did and still do love even though we hardly talk but whatever to him if he's too cool for me fuck it i guess i'll have no choice but to forget about him...=0/
Tino's gone AGAIN but for good this time for reals... he's been gone for about 2 or 3 months now he comes to see Ben at his convinience but whatever as long as he's giving me money it ain't no thing to me... but yeah idk
Lifes decent i think it's starting to look up for me MAYBE HOPEFULLY ..... can't count my chickens before they're hatched right?
But yeah what else
****court i go back to in decemeber i actually have a good PD that cares soo hopefully she'll clear this all up
****money/ job i might actually ge4t hired on for this assignment i have this manager is awsome and really likes the way i work cuz i finish everything so fast and he keeps telling me im a keeper soooo we'll see
***Met this HOT industrial guy at the WIC office of all places and he asked me for my number and stuff and he knows i have a kid OBVIOUSLY so we'll see where that goes, i won't make too much of it cuz i ddon't really want to bring a lot of guys around ben but we'll see i guess
***not so much partying anymore i've made my rounds and am ready to calm down..
**** Only bad thing is i got shot at last weekend in some partyin El Sereno (it wasn't surprising just a bit scary), and last night i went to a skate video premier in Long Beach and the cops raided it all crazy and started beating on kids and started shooting the tear gas into the crowd it was totally retarded cuz most of the people there were little skater kids... but whatever obviously these grown men with badges see kids as a threat for some reason.
*** Ben was Elvis for Halloween, I was a prisoner haha we were ADORABLE
I guess that's the update on everything for now and probably the next couple months..... hope everyone's doing alright