Update
Well, it's been awhile again since I last posted. & a lot more shit has happened in between now & that last post. The drama continues. Will I ever escape it? Lol... probably not.
Anyways, well, it's officially over between Ryan & I. I'm sad to see it go, but I need the space to myself right now. & well he doesn't really understand & he's mad & hurt, but I can't be with him right now. I can't be with anyone right now. I need to be me. You know the song Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie? Well, that song suits this situation SO unbelievably perfect, it's retarded. The first time I heard that song, I knew exactly what it meant to me. I love songs like that. Where they just match something so perfectly, it's unreal.
Enough about that drama, let's discuss the latest onceJUST show that I had recently went to. August 17th. Hehe... super fun... it was at the Zoo, of course. They have a new keyboardist, Dave. He's wicked. The show was awesome, I love the two new tracks they played. I can't wait for the new CD & another show. Haha... gotta love knowing your fave band.
Hm, what else is new... oh yea!!! I'm going to New York City next August. With Caroline, Danny & Jordan. Fuck, I can't wait... it's going to be amazing. We're driving there & back... ROAD TRIP!!!:D:D haha.... I hope we see Mary when we go to Resurrection Cemetary in Chicago or see some Civil War ghosts in Gettysberg, Pennsylvania. lol... I'm all about seeing scary shit, it's fun!
Ew, you know what sucks? We did E last weekend (Caroline & myself) & well, it was my first time popping two, but it was so fun. Anyways, the whole night, once it finally hit me, I was grinding my teeth & clenching, too. & my trip lasted 18 hours. I had an eight hour shift the next day starting at noon, & I had barely any sleep, that & the fact that my mouth was still clenching & grinding at work, which was bad haha... but my wisdom teeth are coming in & it fucken hurts, it hurt so much once I came down from the trip... I could barely eat lol... but it was fun. We're doing it again in a couple weeks, but this time we're double popping (two at a time). Should be interesting.
Anyways, I have nothing left to say. When I think of something, I'll fill in the details.
Ciao,
~Ambz
Anyways, well, it's officially over between Ryan & I. I'm sad to see it go, but I need the space to myself right now. & well he doesn't really understand & he's mad & hurt, but I can't be with him right now. I can't be with anyone right now. I need to be me. You know the song Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie? Well, that song suits this situation SO unbelievably perfect, it's retarded. The first time I heard that song, I knew exactly what it meant to me. I love songs like that. Where they just match something so perfectly, it's unreal.
Enough about that drama, let's discuss the latest onceJUST show that I had recently went to. August 17th. Hehe... super fun... it was at the Zoo, of course. They have a new keyboardist, Dave. He's wicked. The show was awesome, I love the two new tracks they played. I can't wait for the new CD & another show. Haha... gotta love knowing your fave band.
Hm, what else is new... oh yea!!! I'm going to New York City next August. With Caroline, Danny & Jordan. Fuck, I can't wait... it's going to be amazing. We're driving there & back... ROAD TRIP!!!:D:D haha.... I hope we see Mary when we go to Resurrection Cemetary in Chicago or see some Civil War ghosts in Gettysberg, Pennsylvania. lol... I'm all about seeing scary shit, it's fun!
Ew, you know what sucks? We did E last weekend (Caroline & myself) & well, it was my first time popping two, but it was so fun. Anyways, the whole night, once it finally hit me, I was grinding my teeth & clenching, too. & my trip lasted 18 hours. I had an eight hour shift the next day starting at noon, & I had barely any sleep, that & the fact that my mouth was still clenching & grinding at work, which was bad haha... but my wisdom teeth are coming in & it fucken hurts, it hurt so much once I came down from the trip... I could barely eat lol... but it was fun. We're doing it again in a couple weeks, but this time we're double popping (two at a time). Should be interesting.
Anyways, I have nothing left to say. When I think of something, I'll fill in the details.
Ciao,
~Ambz