Shit On A Stick
So, right now.... I hate everything... not anyone, but everything... things not people. Ryan left me with this huge ass mess to deal with... one of my closest friends hates my guts right now... all because HE said that she acted like a 6 year old and was a sloppy drunk... All I said was she was annoying me lately.... so I'm getting hated on... it fucking SUCKS because I was looking forward to having my three girls, Nikki, Sarah and Melissa get me through these two months, which I'm assuming you already know... right now I really can't remember what I've already written... but now that this happened I can't even hang out with them anymore because everyone's always with Melissa and she's mad at me so why would I wanna be around someone that's pissed off at me? I don't.... I'd love to talk to her to try and tell her MY side of the story but she won't listen...
Like, today, I fucking cried because a)I miss my boyfriend like fucking CRAZY!!!!!!!! and b)I feel like fucking SHIT because of what happened between the thingy. It sucks. I mean, Ryan, you could have at least stayed to help me fix this fucking thing lol... FUCK....
I feel so alone. I don't know anymore. I really don't.
~Amber
Like, today, I fucking cried because a)I miss my boyfriend like fucking CRAZY!!!!!!!! and b)I feel like fucking SHIT because of what happened between the thingy. It sucks. I mean, Ryan, you could have at least stayed to help me fix this fucking thing lol... FUCK....
I feel so alone. I don't know anymore. I really don't.
~Amber