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i'd rather feel lost than mediocre.
i look at my classmates. people who in some sense, i could have good normal conversation with. but... they all either want to settle for mediocrity or they don't get what being a grown up is.
i dont have a lot of friends. and i think thats the reason why. i dont care for people who are cool with just chillen and not doing anything with their lives. it doesnt make sense to me. and it seems like all the people i know that want something, havent really lived.
so, i'm lost. i dont know who i am. and i know thats because i want so much and have no idea whats next, and have already lived through ridiculous and tough situations.
i'd rather that... it is much more romantic.
i look at my classmates. people who in some sense, i could have good normal conversation with. but... they all either want to settle for mediocrity or they don't get what being a grown up is.
i dont have a lot of friends. and i think thats the reason why. i dont care for people who are cool with just chillen and not doing anything with their lives. it doesnt make sense to me. and it seems like all the people i know that want something, havent really lived.
so, i'm lost. i dont know who i am. and i know thats because i want so much and have no idea whats next, and have already lived through ridiculous and tough situations.
i'd rather that... it is much more romantic.