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wtf, my hands are in pain x_x it all started yesterday @_@ during my piano practice, I guess I strained my hand too much and after carrying my art portfolio all day my hand really hurts whenever I use my thumb in a certain way @_@ so sometimes massaging it a bit helps but it only comes back later T_T; My hands are all red now since I was carrying that lightbox AND my art portfolio around @_@ thank goodness that thing fit in my locker most of the day or I wouldn't even be able to type right now. My hands still hurt but at least its bearable. I wouldn't normally mind things like this since its sometimes regular, but its becomming a bit more noticeable to me in the past few days, especially the pain in my left arm that comes back every now and then has been really bothering me, mostly today. My right hand has been really hurting me today though, I couldn't even write for a time but its a bit better now. I have this burning sensation on both of them now from dragging (yes dragging, I'm to short to have my art portfolio above my feet while I walk so I have to put some extra effort to keep it off the ground) my folder everywhere @_@ Anyways, sorry about the complaints, but this is the place I like to do it most -_-; Back on topic, the only reason why this is all bothering me now especially more than regular is because I have a piano recital comming up on saturday. Also I'm closing the show so I don't want my fingers to cramp up while I'm playing even moreso than usual (my right thumb is really cramping up right about now) And I really need not to have pain or else I'll flinch, I really need to play hard for One Winged Angel, if I play it soft it'll lose all effect which I don't want. I hate to dim my playing down, its just not me, I play with full force for the full effect if its a forte song such as OWA. Oh that reminds me, I really do want people to come ^^ I think they'd like it since most of my friends, though not all, appreciate video games to an extent more than others, so I'd really like them to hear me play.
So far daphne can't come :[ darn work. But Michelle can ^_^ I still have to ask the rest :o (aka: nik-sama, alison, vik, and paola) so if you're reading this, please comment back and tell me if you'd like to come so I can tell you when and where ^^;
I really have to pick up that r.o.s.e. mmorpg @_@ very fun...just laggy...but good. I think I went into an area thats too strong for me and last time I logged off I was being murdered by two monsters >>; so hopefully I don't die when I log back on. I left a birthday tribute to Kami-sama yesterday on my xanga :\ Hmm...what else. Animation is fun, Mr.Antinori....is worried about me -_-; just because he was there at the most inopertune times... he thinks I'm a walking disaster and a danger to myself and others... other than that I think he thinks I'm a good student...hopefully XD Not that I want to suck up or anything, I hate doing that, its just I'm the kind of person who'd be better happy on a teacher's good side than their badside... don't we all?
I still need to burn some more mm stuff for tom -_-;; sorry tom its going to take me a while. For one because I'm lazy, two because... I'm lazy... and three because it takes alot of time and my mom doesn't want me to go on the computer for a long period of time.
This is a long post... I havn't noticed that I havn't made long ones in a while @_@ and I also feel sick today because temptation overtook me to buy cafateria food -_-; I am so bad. Also on another note, I can't ever eat bananas the same way again thanks to Danny's perverted commentary... -_-;;;;
I went to the computer lab earlier, I was pissed since I didn't get to print out pics like I wanted too. Right now I feel like an idiot because the seniors were there and I forgot to ask them if they'd like to come to my recital @_@; Anyways, first free was really great. I spent it with Tom, Michelle...and...and... damn I forgot his name ;_; sorry. But he made a really cool dvd ^^ he has skill.
Well thats all for now, last free will end in about... 15 minutes, but I have nothing else to do. Ja!
Edit:
Well later on in the day was great. We just hung out, Danny and I with Tom, Frenchie, April, and Katrina. Twas fun, I fell asleep again for most of it being that I always fall asleep after school during some hangouts @_@
It wasn't until April mentioned that she got in for playing piano next year that I actually thought about it. I was asked many times before to try out from both frenchie and my dad. So I kinda got a bit saddened to find out that auditions were over and such since I never got to ask to try out. Luckily, however, I did... because it turns out there was prep chorus today and when it ended frenchie woke me up from my slumber on the floor (while listening to Malice Mizer on tom's ipod o_O; ) and we went to ask Mr.S if I could try out. He said I could and I played my 2 songs (my current ones anyway) on the piano for him. He said that I had definitly gotten in and that I could play for them next year ^^ he said he could definitly use me for the chorus. I'm so happy ^^: I never auditioned for anything before, it was nerve racking really even though I looked like I was calm, I kept making mistakes ^^; well more than my usual norm. Anyways, I have to talk to him again to get my schedule fixed up.. Hey guys... I think thats... 7 credits or more now? XD wow... I never thought I would overload like this ._. He said he could help me fix it around Cad and Ap Art Studio though ^^ I can't wait...
So far daphne can't come :[ darn work. But Michelle can ^_^ I still have to ask the rest :o (aka: nik-sama, alison, vik, and paola) so if you're reading this, please comment back and tell me if you'd like to come so I can tell you when and where ^^;
I really have to pick up that r.o.s.e. mmorpg @_@ very fun...just laggy...but good. I think I went into an area thats too strong for me and last time I logged off I was being murdered by two monsters >>; so hopefully I don't die when I log back on. I left a birthday tribute to Kami-sama yesterday on my xanga :\ Hmm...what else. Animation is fun, Mr.Antinori....is worried about me -_-; just because he was there at the most inopertune times... he thinks I'm a walking disaster and a danger to myself and others... other than that I think he thinks I'm a good student...hopefully XD Not that I want to suck up or anything, I hate doing that, its just I'm the kind of person who'd be better happy on a teacher's good side than their badside... don't we all?
I still need to burn some more mm stuff for tom -_-;; sorry tom its going to take me a while. For one because I'm lazy, two because... I'm lazy... and three because it takes alot of time and my mom doesn't want me to go on the computer for a long period of time.
This is a long post... I havn't noticed that I havn't made long ones in a while @_@ and I also feel sick today because temptation overtook me to buy cafateria food -_-; I am so bad. Also on another note, I can't ever eat bananas the same way again thanks to Danny's perverted commentary... -_-;;;;
I went to the computer lab earlier, I was pissed since I didn't get to print out pics like I wanted too. Right now I feel like an idiot because the seniors were there and I forgot to ask them if they'd like to come to my recital @_@; Anyways, first free was really great. I spent it with Tom, Michelle...and...and... damn I forgot his name ;_; sorry. But he made a really cool dvd ^^ he has skill.
Well thats all for now, last free will end in about... 15 minutes, but I have nothing else to do. Ja!
Edit:
Well later on in the day was great. We just hung out, Danny and I with Tom, Frenchie, April, and Katrina. Twas fun, I fell asleep again for most of it being that I always fall asleep after school during some hangouts @_@
It wasn't until April mentioned that she got in for playing piano next year that I actually thought about it. I was asked many times before to try out from both frenchie and my dad. So I kinda got a bit saddened to find out that auditions were over and such since I never got to ask to try out. Luckily, however, I did... because it turns out there was prep chorus today and when it ended frenchie woke me up from my slumber on the floor (while listening to Malice Mizer on tom's ipod o_O; ) and we went to ask Mr.S if I could try out. He said I could and I played my 2 songs (my current ones anyway) on the piano for him. He said that I had definitly gotten in and that I could play for them next year ^^ he said he could definitly use me for the chorus. I'm so happy ^^: I never auditioned for anything before, it was nerve racking really even though I looked like I was calm, I kept making mistakes ^^; well more than my usual norm. Anyways, I have to talk to him again to get my schedule fixed up.. Hey guys... I think thats... 7 credits or more now? XD wow... I never thought I would overload like this ._. He said he could help me fix it around Cad and Ap Art Studio though ^^ I can't wait...