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I just finished reading a book where at the end the two main characters, a boy and a girl, had just realized they were in love, and days later had to split up forever and never hear from or see each other again for the rest of their lives. I thought about how heartwrenching that must be.
Then I thought about how I will never again see my brother, be with him, hear from him, speak to him, ever, for the rest of my life.
I could barely hold it together in meeting this morning.
My heart is broken. I miss him so much. So much. It's inconceivable.
March is coming soon. I've been through so much since last March it's unbelievable, yet it feels like no time at all. Grieving is still the most important thing in my life right now.
love
Then I thought about how I will never again see my brother, be with him, hear from him, speak to him, ever, for the rest of my life.
I could barely hold it together in meeting this morning.
My heart is broken. I miss him so much. So much. It's inconceivable.
March is coming soon. I've been through so much since last March it's unbelievable, yet it feels like no time at all. Grieving is still the most important thing in my life right now.
love