i'm invisable..and tired of it.....
i'm so so so tired of being invisible, being the fat ugly girl in the background who no one ever notices.
i dyed my hair today, and only 2 peaple noticed, both girls.
men dont pay any attention to me and i hate it. i know i'm married, but i need to feel pretty to. but i dont, i feel ugly and fat and ugly and wanna die.
even if i did die no one would notice, that just deppreses me more. damnit
there's nothing i can do, i hoped dying my hair would make peaple pay more attention to mebut it dousent, i blend into the background like a chamilion. i think one day i will just disapear.
i hate my life.
i dyed my hair today, and only 2 peaple noticed, both girls.
men dont pay any attention to me and i hate it. i know i'm married, but i need to feel pretty to. but i dont, i feel ugly and fat and ugly and wanna die.
even if i did die no one would notice, that just deppreses me more. damnit
there's nothing i can do, i hoped dying my hair would make peaple pay more attention to mebut it dousent, i blend into the background like a chamilion. i think one day i will just disapear.
i hate my life.