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What is it, about me that I dont understand. Im a caring loving person. Why am I always treated like a chick that is on the side. I mean why do guys want to use me? I dont think in this life, Im meant to have that long lasting love. So Am I just to die with out KNOWING what it feels like to love someone with my whole being. I have to admit I have felt that a few times but it was only onesided. So in the end most of those were relationships went down the drain. So why cant I find that one guy that is going to love me.... As of late, I met some guy that I love, but he is having problems or issues about love. No matter how I "try " to " help " in the end I just make things worse for him. So in turn it makes me feel like Im useles....