sometimes it's not enough and sometimes it's too much
tomatoes. i do not know why i love tomatoes so much. but i think i'm starting to figure out why. i was eating a grilled chicken sandwhich from Sonic with extra tomatoes and it got me thinking. it got me thinking of warm, summer days when my Pop Pop (great-grandfather) would till the garden in the backyard and i would stick my bare feet in the soft dirt and eat cherry tomatoes. i was a kid and i had nothing to worry about except when i had to go back inside because it was getting dark and i would have to wash my feet. i miss the soft dirt and cherry tomatoes and dirty feet. tomatoes will always be my friends because they will always make me feel better.
i've been racking up nicknames this year. last year i had no nicknames. the powerhouse Bizzle, satan's second cousin in high heels Beezlebee, my least favorite Ms. Beisley [Bush is going down], Mr. Fincher's pet name Bees Knees, and the everlasting gobstopper Beisley. now lindsey has come up with Jerry Lee Lewis...or Bizzle. Jerry Lee Bizzle. i'm not sure which. but i'll be sure to come up with a description of what your closet skeletons do to you, Ro-min-grr.
i wish my computer were faster. my Uncle Mike is trying to send me pictures of my baby cousin Hayley and it's not cooperating. i'm supposed to have another baby cousin coming up in September. it'll be their second child. they said they always wanted two kids. i would have waited just a wee bit longer...
today's been a really weird day. it seems a lot of things changed just [snaps fingers] like that. it snowed. i'm talking to Uncle Mike that i haven't talked to in nearly three months. my mom told me she cared. alex is living in his car. i actually enjoyed working tonight, a monday night. [that never happens, mind you] today was just weird and i have a feeling it's not even over yet.
tomorrow's march 1st. i don't know why, but this is a big deal for me. i made a big deal of it last year. march automatically means SPRING for me. whether it's sleeting, snowing, below freezing, weather nowhere near SRPING, i still consider it SPRING.
yay! i finally get pictures of Hayley! she's so cute. i'm hoping i can go up to North Carolina this summer and actually see her. i haven't met her yet.
i saw a girl come through the drive-thru tonight and she had been crying. her eyes were red and watery and her make-up was smudged. when i handed her the Oceanwater she had ordered, i wanted to say It'll Be Ok, but i didn't want to freak her out so i said Have A Nice Night the most sympathetic way i could, but i'm sure i just sounded like a bitch. i don't even know why i cared. actually, i do. she's in my algebra II class and i always see her smiling or laughing or just overall in a good mood. she's pretty too. so i guess just knowing she had been crying made me sad. because no one that happy or pretty should be crying. i don't know. maybe i'm just a freak.
i'm going to go now. goodnight.
i've been racking up nicknames this year. last year i had no nicknames. the powerhouse Bizzle, satan's second cousin in high heels Beezlebee, my least favorite Ms. Beisley [Bush is going down], Mr. Fincher's pet name Bees Knees, and the everlasting gobstopper Beisley. now lindsey has come up with Jerry Lee Lewis...or Bizzle. Jerry Lee Bizzle. i'm not sure which. but i'll be sure to come up with a description of what your closet skeletons do to you, Ro-min-grr.
i wish my computer were faster. my Uncle Mike is trying to send me pictures of my baby cousin Hayley and it's not cooperating. i'm supposed to have another baby cousin coming up in September. it'll be their second child. they said they always wanted two kids. i would have waited just a wee bit longer...
today's been a really weird day. it seems a lot of things changed just [snaps fingers] like that. it snowed. i'm talking to Uncle Mike that i haven't talked to in nearly three months. my mom told me she cared. alex is living in his car. i actually enjoyed working tonight, a monday night. [that never happens, mind you] today was just weird and i have a feeling it's not even over yet.
tomorrow's march 1st. i don't know why, but this is a big deal for me. i made a big deal of it last year. march automatically means SPRING for me. whether it's sleeting, snowing, below freezing, weather nowhere near SRPING, i still consider it SPRING.
yay! i finally get pictures of Hayley! she's so cute. i'm hoping i can go up to North Carolina this summer and actually see her. i haven't met her yet.
i saw a girl come through the drive-thru tonight and she had been crying. her eyes were red and watery and her make-up was smudged. when i handed her the Oceanwater she had ordered, i wanted to say It'll Be Ok, but i didn't want to freak her out so i said Have A Nice Night the most sympathetic way i could, but i'm sure i just sounded like a bitch. i don't even know why i cared. actually, i do. she's in my algebra II class and i always see her smiling or laughing or just overall in a good mood. she's pretty too. so i guess just knowing she had been crying made me sad. because no one that happy or pretty should be crying. i don't know. maybe i'm just a freak.
i'm going to go now. goodnight.