Sep 23, 2004 07:41
So far today has been a horrible day, its only 8 am ish. if that give any heads up, im not going to be very functional later in the day. Everything seemes to be going wrong for me lately. I dont even know where i am right now, i dont feel stable, i dont feel like anything in my life is stable. like everything is going to wash away in a second. I dont understand why people do some things that they do, no sense and i cant make heads or tails of it. and there is nothing i can do about it, now matter how i try. I feel helpless in the sea of human emotions. Im going to try to go to sleep, maybe when i wake up the world will be right again, or ill be ignorant of it again.