i dont love you... why would you think i could ever give a damn about someone like you?

[dementedcrayons]

so right now i'm feeling this overwhelming feeling of depression. might be because i'm so tired and burnt out... but regardless i simply feel like shit. today i figured out some things.. that's always interesting. so i apparently have a "boyfriend" right now who called my work today and said that he loves me. hahaha fucking guys. it's so funny when they think that that's what i want to here. i don't fucking want to here that shit. it just pisses me off. i hate guys who try to be all holding hands and affectionate... it's fucking annoying. i'm not saying that i want a guy that treats me like shit... i just want a guy that's not trying to bull shit me. i hate guys who lie. why lie... i'm going to find out.

sometimes i want you to control me.. therefore i won't have to

i want something more than sex. i'm over it. give me something more. what? you can't.

fuck you.

heh. i love this dice game i just learned. seriously addicting and fucking fun. =D