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feeling bad and soaking through my sheets and pillow cases with gross sore throat and not answering my phone and answering it and realizing its a beautiful day and scumdoggie and layam and nachos and good
and dancing and melting into everyone and darkness and sweat and body parts and radiorapmusic and ciggerettes and flavour and drinks mixed with a mixer made of blown glass and theifery and badly drawn boy and naked and beauty and love and fruit ice pops and free nights and weekends
and autum! and leaves and colours and smells and jackets and friendies! and measege board and upcoming dates and maybe a date for hc..but not specifactly just in general
i havnt applied to any schools and ims cared and i dont know what to do and i dont think i can do it and im scared and worried and cant pay cant get in and dont know where to apply ANYWAY..and i wish someone would hold my hand and guide me
ive always wanted a sen-say to guide into learning some form of karate and life lessons all in one
and hit me with a big afircan stick when i run away from my past
love,
moosh
and dancing and melting into everyone and darkness and sweat and body parts and radiorapmusic and ciggerettes and flavour and drinks mixed with a mixer made of blown glass and theifery and badly drawn boy and naked and beauty and love and fruit ice pops and free nights and weekends
and autum! and leaves and colours and smells and jackets and friendies! and measege board and upcoming dates and maybe a date for hc..but not specifactly just in general
i havnt applied to any schools and ims cared and i dont know what to do and i dont think i can do it and im scared and worried and cant pay cant get in and dont know where to apply ANYWAY..and i wish someone would hold my hand and guide me
ive always wanted a sen-say to guide into learning some form of karate and life lessons all in one
and hit me with a big afircan stick when i run away from my past
love,
moosh