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[dementedchild]

whoah..haha...i'm drunk as fuck...*yay* ... shit was supossed to happen today.... but it never did... i was supossed to get some answers to shit that i'm confused about... but the call never came.... people are fuckin' stupid... nobody realizes that they have something great going for them... then they fuck shit up horribly ... and when it's too late they want it back... how retarded can a person be? why does it take that much shit for a person to realize that kinda stuff? i could have been great for her,ya know? but she fucked that shit all up ... maybe i'll find someone better... that will treat me better instead of trying to be a player... but i doubt that will ever happen... that's just my kind of luck...i could wait for something forever and then the day it finally arives i'll die or something... everything is going great for me... i really dont know why i'm bitching...so many other people have worse problems than i do... but i sit here and do nothing but bitch and complain... i could make my life the way i've wanted it to be for so long... i mean... i finally have most of the things i've ever wanted.. i've lost some of the most important things to me to get where i am today.... but at least i still have most of the things that i've been wanting for so long and that make me happy... i mean .... i know i'll never have that "perfect" relationship again... nomatter who i'm with... but at least i can say i have loved...and i have had a great relationship with somebody...most people can't even say that much for themselves... i'm one of the lucky ones who got to have the greater things early in life... whether i have them in the future is unknown...i DO hope to one day find the perfect grrl...and have a wonderful life with her... but for now... i guess i'll just have fun ... i mean... yeah...i have a steady piece of ass... i go out every weekend ... and do nothing but sleep during the week... i have the life that EVERY person my age wants....
i doubt any of this shit makes sense...because i'm drunk and ignorant right now... my head is starting to hurt REALLY bad... i think i might join Jake and pass the fuck out on Brittany's couch.... welp... yeah... i think i'm gunna do that... uh-hu... nite nite... =)