Aug 02, 2004 13:11
Hey....... Well we have a week before school starts! im not really happy about that. But i guess it will be alright though because like Ill get to see dave everyday and we wont have to sneak around to see each other that would be super awesome if like we date this whole year!! Im glade hes home from Flordia He went to go see Matt hoffmens Bike show thingy He said he bought me something from there.. lol It is ANOTHER glass rose thingy like he got me last time LOL But this one is bigger and is has preyin hands on it he said its better tahn the last one. Hes a nerd. But i love him... I cant belive i was even sweatin all that crap about Josh. See josh got a g/f And i was mad but i dont even know why I guess because i like him as well as dave but i know deep inside that I like Dave lots more we have been through so much together and even though i really fucked up and cheated on him 4 times hes still by my side... My friend from work Told me That guys will do anything for some pussy and a peice of ass thats why hes still arouond but i clearly stated to dave before we started dating that i am a virgin and wanted to keep it that way. But he still sometimes makes comments about us haveing sex.. that really bugs me but i dont want to tell him.maybe The guy from work was right.. I asked him if i should break up with dave and he said no Because maybe hes different from other guys. and he said i should give him a chance but just be careful... I dont think I could break up with dave even if i wanted too... I love him SOOO much I wish My dad could understand... And let me date him... I guess me and dave double O 7in our relationship makes it better because there is always something going on and it will never get boring but i still wish my dad could understand I wish someone could... But anyways...
Work is over YAY! im not working anymore because I need to focus on school this year i failed AGAIN and i dont wanna fail another freakin time. Besides I hated that stupid job but haveing the money was nice i made 280 a week so that was pretty good.. Well im going to go I wrote alot this time... Sorry I havent updated I have just been really really busy this summer... lol So anyways... See ya LaTeR!