Long Time No Updating
........ Wow.. It has been along time since I have updated my livejournal. So muh has changed I dont even know where to start. First off my Step mom moved out. So its just me and my dad living at home. Life still sucks. I try to stay home as little as possible. as of right now i am homeless. My dad couldnt afford our Trailor since Becky has been gone so he is selling everything. Im not sure where im going to go yet. Me and Charles are still hanging out like everyday. Lately I've been really depressed. Im not sure why I just for some reason absolutly HATE my Dad. Hes the reason im not in school anymore hes the reason im not with who I want to be with. Hes just caused alot of things to go wrong in my pathatic life. Im trying so hard to do right but its like anything i do isnt good enough. But.... There is one awesome thing!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOVEMBER 15 I GO TO PROGECT RIGHT TURN!!! WHICH MEANS MY PROBATION OFFICER WILL CLOSE MY CASE SHORTLY AFTER THAT!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I'LL BE FREE!!!! I CANT WAIT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG!!!
I will be able to leave from home without anyone saying anything or anyone calling the cops! I will be so happy!\
OMG I called Morgan today I couldnt belive I actually called her and talked to her. The conversation went well I just asked her how she was doing and so forth. I wanted to go see her before work but i didnt want to push it. I wasnt sure if she would have wanted to see me or not. Becasue she didnt seem as excited to talk to me as i was.
Friday I went to the fair. It was alot of fun I was only there for an hour we left and bought a quarter bag. I got to smoke outta my new Pipe hahaha.... Well I got to go to damn work.
I might update soon im not sure what will happen lol
NOVEMBER 15 I GO TO PROGECT RIGHT TURN!!! WHICH MEANS MY PROBATION OFFICER WILL CLOSE MY CASE SHORTLY AFTER THAT!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! I'LL BE FREE!!!! I CANT WAIT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY FOR SO LONG!!!
I will be able to leave from home without anyone saying anything or anyone calling the cops! I will be so happy!\
OMG I called Morgan today I couldnt belive I actually called her and talked to her. The conversation went well I just asked her how she was doing and so forth. I wanted to go see her before work but i didnt want to push it. I wasnt sure if she would have wanted to see me or not. Becasue she didnt seem as excited to talk to me as i was.
Friday I went to the fair. It was alot of fun I was only there for an hour we left and bought a quarter bag. I got to smoke outta my new Pipe hahaha.... Well I got to go to damn work.
I might update soon im not sure what will happen lol