Nov 24, 2004 16:05
So... i was talking to one of my friends named lendsey after i read that journal and those comments from morgan this is what she had to say....VoLcOmStOnEs557: me and morgan are fighting
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: when r u comin back over
VoLcOmStOnEs557: dk
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: y?
VoLcOmStOnEs557: because i'll show you
VoLcOmStOnEs557: hold on
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: ok
VoLcOmStOnEs557: Morgan wrote this fucked up journal entry ......................................................................................sighs ....i really really hate it when...things are going real good between us, but then i read the things you say, & it makes me want to scream in your face! it makes me want to slap some sense into you! it makes me not want to be your best friend anymore!
but then you call, or i see you at school, & i'm so happy to see you that i forget everything i was mad at you for, & i want things to be like they used to be. before people started to get in the way. before drugs got in the way. before sex got in the way. before your so called "love" got in the way....& before you fucking ran away.
you really have no idea how fucked up things are now, & no matter how many times you say you're sorry, no matter how hard you cry, no matter how "broken" your heart is, & no matter how hard you wish you could see him again....what you want doesn't really matter any more, you already ruined that choice. what's important is what you need, & what you need is some serious help. & a serious slap in the face to bring you back to reality.
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: oh man
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: makes me wanna help you beat her upVoLcOmStOnEs557: isnt that fucked up
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: but i know you could do it yourself
VoLcOmStOnEs557: wanna read the comment i wrote her back
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: yea
VoLcOmStOnEs557: Ok.. Morgan Im starting to wonder if your not the screwed up one. First off you say you hate it when things are going good between us i thought we got everything straightend out im not even going to try anymore and im dead serious this time!u also said drugs are getting in the way sorry but i havent done anything your the one taking persciption pills for someones broken arm and thinking its all funny. Its not. Im tired of trying to make everything better and then you start with your smart ass comments.. Maybe we werent met to be friends. Theres so many people that agree with me they first thought you know you had a right to be pisssed and all.. Then i was like ok i know i fucked up and all so i will just give her some time and space. But you know now i have told these ppl the shit your saying to me and there like man she must not be a true friend because if she was she would support you thourgh whatever goes down. And im finnaly getting smarter and relizeing its not worth trying to fix things between us anymore That day I saw you at the school I shouldnthave even talked to you! Because deep down i knew it would only happen again. Please just stay outta my life. And leave me alone.. I have so much going on i dont need your shit to worry about as well... So just fucking forget everything i have ever said to you. About missing you and loveing you and things i have said about us being friends forever because you are fucked up and i never wanna talk to you again im serious about this too I hope your comfortable with talking to Jason about everything because im not going to be here to talk to you anymore im done with you. And that is final and im not going back on my word anymore!
Have a nice fucking day,
Brittney
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: GO BRITTNEY!
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
VoLcOmStOnEs557: isnt that fucked up
VoLcOmStOnEs557: she donnt know if i love him of not
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: straight up
VoLcOmStOnEs557: truthfully what do you think?
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: good job britt good job
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: you dont need her
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: u got me and van
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: we got your back all the way man
VoLcOmStOnEs557: im not going to fight her
VoLcOmStOnEs557: unless she wants to
VoLcOmStOnEs557: im just saying does that look like a true friend to you?
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: obviously not if she says all that shit to you
VoLcOmStOnEs557: yea
VoLcOmStOnEs557: She thinks i dont really love dave and she dont like him
VoLcOmStOnEs557: she dont even know him
VoLcOmStOnEs557: u know him hes not that bad is he?
VoLcOmStOnEs557: do u like him?
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: if she was a true friend she would care for everything you do and try to make things better but it looks like she didnt do a very good job of doin that
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: i think hes awesome
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
VoLcOmStOnEs557: he treats me good dont he
bAbeOnthEbEAch06:he cares for you
VoLcOmStOnEs557: but does he treat me me good?
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: shea!
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
VoLcOmStOnEs557: see ppl that know him like him and think he cool she dont even know him
VoLcOmStOnEs557: and she cant get in my head and know how i feel about him
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: well she needs to get it though her thick head that she cant judge a book by its cover
VoLcOmStOnEs557: yea i know
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: that sounds so nerdy
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: lol
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: oh well
VoLcOmStOnEs557: do u think im stupid for still being with him even after all the trouble i have gotten in
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
VoLcOmStOnEs557: ur a dork
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: no b/c if you love him youd still be with him no matter what happens
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: i know
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: lol
VoLcOmStOnEs557: youve seen us together too
VoLcOmStOnEs557: so u know how he is around me
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: yup
VoLcOmStOnEs557: so if he treated me like crap u wouldnt like him
VoLcOmStOnEs557: right
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: RIGHT!
VoLcOmStOnEs557: mmmm dookie
VoLcOmStOnEs557: remember that
VoLcOmStOnEs557: lol
bAbeOnthEbEAch06: lmao