Nov 23, 2004 18:19
So.. Today was better than yesterday. Im STILL at my grandmas house Im kinda ready to go home. But I guess its better than being at home because of me and my dads fighting. I wish we could get along like normal people. Like other father and daughters.. I know i act like i totally hate him but i really dont. i just dislike him at timesnd i get all pissed at him because he wont let me be with david. Everything has been differrent sence i ranaway though its actually gotten worse ecspecailly with becky my step mom she acts like she dont even want me in her house. But its alright though....
Anyways.. Today me and Keyton talked all class period in last block it was awesome! It started out he was just asking me some questions about why i ran away and how was it like in "jail" then i ended up telling him the whole story and all.. and he was like Brittney you really love him dont you I was like with all my heart. and he was like man I know exactly how you feel and he told me some stuff. It was amazing hearing him talk about his life i never knew he had a heart that big. He really did understnad where i was coming from. although he didnt like the fact that i got into as much trouble as i did. He just made me promise not to ever try any hardcore drugs and he made me promise never to give up. He said some other stuff that really touched me too.. I was relived that i finally found someone i can talk to and trust i feel comfortable around him who knew that two totally diff. ppl could like be on the same level ... well that was good stuff..
My grandmas foster kid had lice so i had to treat her head YUCK.. When i was combing it a HUGE!! Bug came out i mean it was soo big. people say they are ushually small and you can hardly see them wow that baby was big. it was soo gross but i did it anyways to help my grandma out. you know shes really not that bad. Shes actually pretty cool I have been spending alot of time with her sence i have been on house arrest seeing that i hate being home and here is the only other place i can go to besides my moms on sundays. Well im going to go I need a cigerette.. So Ill update later
Brittney<3sDavid