Oct 23, 2004 14:00
Well I have been home for a couple of days and so far it sucks i dont know what to do... I need someone to talk to but i dont have anyone to talk to. I cant talk to Morgan becasue i know shes pissed and i can understand. I cant talk to my brother because it is court order. Austin wont talk to me he always says hes busy. I just feel so along... EVERYONE is mad at me but its ok though becasue i can totally understand why. I just wish there was someone out there who could understand where im comeing from. And just listen to what i have to say. Instead of yelling or arguying with me. I really do understand i should have done something else instead of running away. But i dont know i dont think anyone in this whole freaking sorry exccuss of a world will ever understand. Except jessica i really think she understands because shes going through almost the same thing.
I tried talking to Rich but he just said your gay and blocked me. I feel so abandoned.....but what ever im going to go Later......