i wanna break free from paranoia

[demcee]

off with your friends, off with your family that's what you tell me

right now i feel in a state of despair
spiraling downard as usual
constantly caught up in a whirlwind of emotions
silent except for my heart beating in my throat
clawing at this intangible box placed around me

i wanna break free, wanna scream
get these eyes from around me
lose the paranoia, the laughs
just get rid of everything

you cause so many damn emotions to rise in my throat
i feel my tongue will burn from the hateful words im saying
you sit there with your smug smile, looking at me as if i am the one in the wrong
i am cause wasn't I the one who was strong all along?
love can't penetrate through coldness, but im feeling so bitter

i wanna break free, wanna scream
get these eyes from around me
lose the paranoia, the laughs
just get rid of everything