May 27, 2005 02:13
ok so i went to the graduation.
and hung out with my love... vanessa while i could.
which was great.
i saw so any people i absolutely love at the graduation that i havent seen in so long. i miss them. ah.
brad adam jeff nicole dwayne chelsea hayley chantell shelby jimmy chase philip AND HELLA OTHERS. DAMN.
but my favortie to see was ofcourse.... vanessa
AND<3 jaroN we are like made for eachother haha.i love him. it made me feel so relieved to see him. it was like a miracle. we just kept hugging and kissing eachother. it was really wierd. but iliked it. haha
and then chad albie joe and ERIC were all there too oh how i love them and miss them. damn.
well there were alot of parties tonight. i wanted to go. but i am being serious about my sobriety this time. i can understand if you do not believe me but i am really stopping this time. I WANT TO. and i HAVe TO .. its just not worth it.
-demarie