Dec 27, 2004 22:45
I just got to Chicago yesterday to stay with my boyfriend. He came to Michigan from Thursday to Sunday. I took him to a family christmas thing. He met my Dads side of the family. Everything went pretty good. Some how my cousins starting talking about how they learned about sex from porn which kind of upset me. My cousins can sometimes be pretty open and tell everyone about stuff when it's not really the best time to discuss it. But, I guess it doesn't matter because it didn't offend anyone else. My Grandma gave me money for college which really helps me out. I also saw Sandy. I hate it I'm so jealous of her. I don't know why. She's so pretty and smart and it just makes me mad. Sigh I don't know I just need to stop being like that. I can't help it though. But anyway B and I left early cause I had to work. Working on Christmas so wonderful. It's cool though cuase I got this whole week off. I got talking to Katie at my work. She's actually pretty cool. I have this thing that I hate everyone I work with except Bobby cause he's nice. But, now I like Katie, and the two Danielle's. I'm getting to know people better. So, that's all good. Then Christmas sucked for my Mom. I can't explain a lot but my Grandpa is a jerk. I got some stuff for Christmas. I got earrings, memory thingy, pajamas, nail stuff, and some other stuff from my mom. It's all pretty cool. But anyway I left Michigan on Sunday and everything has been pretty good. Spending time with B which is nice. I'm trying to be somewhat different around him. Like he says I don't speak up enough. I try to but, he doesn't understand I'm naturally quiet and don't care about things. For example don't ask me where I want to go if you already have something in mind cause I'm just gonna say the best idea that comes to mind but truth I don't really care. Sigh, sigh, sigh having a relationship is not always easy. All the little stuff always gets blown out of proportion. But, not too say were having and trouble right now. Things seem okay. Okay well I'm tired. Goodnight!