"secrets are for keeping."
Well, as an update from the last entry, I have calmed down a lot and I'm much more level headed now (about that situation). I've worked myself down to the giddiness of a school girl over the "problem" and will probably keep that mindset for the rest of the summer... and I'm okay with that. (Don't you love how I can just get on here and talk and talk about my problems without ever saying what those problems are? No? I didn't think so, but oh well.)
The school year is winding down (I acutally have less than two weeks left) and it feels as though so much is just starting: friendships, interests, activities, education, problems... how can we just be expected to be plopped down into a new setting for 8 months and then just suddenly pulled out to be sent back home (which has 8 months on us!)? I just feel raw about leaving Pittsburgh right now. I just want to stay and see how all of this pans out.. it's like my life is a TV show and I know that as soon as the season ends (with a cliffhanger no doubt) I'll just have to wait till the fall to see where it all picks up.
I don't know.
I'm so awkward and indecisive sometimes... that is just how I feel right now. Today is rained all day and I emailed my professor of my only class today and told him I wasn't coming. I spent the entire morning / afternoon just being with myself, listening to music, doing some graphic/web design, and drinking iced tea. Oh! And I watched a John Waters film (Pecker [1998], anyone?). Oh well. Now I am just getting ready to go and meet Brittany for dinner (which will be very nice) and then back here to clean up in time for LOST. Yea.
LOST. I'll miss my friends and I watching LOST... a lot. For more reasons that most know, but it is just things like this that I will miss and just have to wait four months to have it start again. Sigh. Oh well.
The school year is winding down (I acutally have less than two weeks left) and it feels as though so much is just starting: friendships, interests, activities, education, problems... how can we just be expected to be plopped down into a new setting for 8 months and then just suddenly pulled out to be sent back home (which has 8 months on us!)? I just feel raw about leaving Pittsburgh right now. I just want to stay and see how all of this pans out.. it's like my life is a TV show and I know that as soon as the season ends (with a cliffhanger no doubt) I'll just have to wait till the fall to see where it all picks up.
I don't know.
I'm so awkward and indecisive sometimes... that is just how I feel right now. Today is rained all day and I emailed my professor of my only class today and told him I wasn't coming. I spent the entire morning / afternoon just being with myself, listening to music, doing some graphic/web design, and drinking iced tea. Oh! And I watched a John Waters film (Pecker [1998], anyone?). Oh well. Now I am just getting ready to go and meet Brittany for dinner (which will be very nice) and then back here to clean up in time for LOST. Yea.
LOST. I'll miss my friends and I watching LOST... a lot. For more reasons that most know, but it is just things like this that I will miss and just have to wait four months to have it start again. Sigh. Oh well.