Mar 19, 2007 14:35
The weather is resuming its inherent craziness. Sunshine, snow, rain, sunshine, snow, rain, sunshine, etc.. I think it is fitting for this point in my life. Keeps me on my toes, keeps me in right mind.
Right mind.
I suppose society tells me that I should stay in right mind. But that fact is what keeps me out of right mind. Do you ever think something and know you shouldn't think it but you still do? Like, you know better, but still think it? Such as: I'm unhappy. Then you think: Do not say that! You are so lucky for your life! Do not think you are unhappy. But then find yourself still thinking: I'm unhappy.
I just feel so tired lately. And incorrectly nourished. Incorrectly a lot of things, actually. And so busy. Lost. Lost might be the right word. Who knows.
I have so much work to do. I will be here, working.