Another one of my dreams
Russell doesn't want to come out to the gym/tennis courts (he's with two chicks) where Kelly, Christine, Jacinta lots of people are playing basketball and tennis (some guy nearly hits me with a tennis ball). I keep picking up other people's balls and ask them who's they are. Everyone's short of balls.
Hunting for a chaingun to better kill monsters but then I'm going to this house. There's Pese, her father, my counsellor (I think), Daniel; I think we were discussing coming of age, Daniel is ten, but it sounded like Daniel is only going to be ten. Anyway dinner finishes. Pese gets up and lays on top of me, cuddling me the way Kylie does. Its freaky, she doesn't get off even when her father says to get up. I gingerly put my arms around her then let go, then put my arms around her again then let go. She's there for a long time like two minutes. Then her father leaves to go piss. She gets up and says "Ill see you in bed" she has red hair, its a bit shorter and she smiles at me but I know it means the sleeping together thing not sex. Her father does witness that tho. I'm lying on the side on the floor and a woman (I think its someone comforting like my counsellor or someone's mum) asks are you alright? in the context that they know about Pese. Feeling bittersweet, upset, longing, guilty because I'm in a relationship and I want her I want to go to her. I wake up.
Hunting for a chaingun to better kill monsters but then I'm going to this house. There's Pese, her father, my counsellor (I think), Daniel; I think we were discussing coming of age, Daniel is ten, but it sounded like Daniel is only going to be ten. Anyway dinner finishes. Pese gets up and lays on top of me, cuddling me the way Kylie does. Its freaky, she doesn't get off even when her father says to get up. I gingerly put my arms around her then let go, then put my arms around her again then let go. She's there for a long time like two minutes. Then her father leaves to go piss. She gets up and says "Ill see you in bed" she has red hair, its a bit shorter and she smiles at me but I know it means the sleeping together thing not sex. Her father does witness that tho. I'm lying on the side on the floor and a woman (I think its someone comforting like my counsellor or someone's mum) asks are you alright? in the context that they know about Pese. Feeling bittersweet, upset, longing, guilty because I'm in a relationship and I want her I want to go to her. I wake up.