scary

Dec 22, 2004 15:23

Ok. My mom and I were leaving the post office when I asked her:
"Do you believe in ghosts?"
And she replied, "Yes, I believe when a spirit isn't ready to cross over to heaven or the other side and they feel they need to complete something, and they need some help doing it, they will stay. Why?"
"I dunno, just wondering. Do you believe in reincarnation, Mom?"
"Yes, I do. When you were little you once asked me 'we died together, don't you remember, mom?' you used to freak out when there was a closed door and I was on the other side; you would freak out when I would be in the bathroom and wouldn't let you in there with me. I think we were in the Holocost or something like that."
And I was like, OMG THAT IS SO SCARY!! Scary, scary, scary, scary! Why didn't she tell me this sooner? Well, I'm only 12 so I can see why. I'll ask her if I said any other weird stuff when I was little and I don't remember saying it. AND I DON'T REMEMBER DYING WITH MY MOM IN MY PREVIOUS LIFETIME! I wanna get a book out on this to see how you can remember it.
And you know what? This explains alot of stuff. I mean I always wondered if this was my first lifetime. But I guess it wasn't. Because I am really afraid of giving birth to a child. And I'm afraid of dying in pain. The first one could be from a different lifetime other than my previous one and the second could be from my last lifetime. Well anyways I am so scared now. And when I was little I believed in fairys. They could be real too! ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND NOW I AM FREAKING OUT!!!!

anyways, later
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