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[delyshous]

to see if you really love someone
first you gotta see how it is when you leave it

i realized i love a person more than anything.

and now i realize things from back then that i shouldnt have
done or acted when a person was so beautiful

sometimes you gotta be put in pain
to realize the pain you once caused

im so fucken sorry
and now my regrets are eating me alive
and now the pain is returning to me ten times worse

i have learned so fucking much from this

and i'm just begging at fate
and time
to put your heart in it's right place

and when all is said is done
i beg god with every piece of me that
i am the one you return home to

it kills me saying this but
I love you so much.