Sep 30, 2004 20:29
today was alright just chilled around sleeping. went out to my aunts school watched football practice. hmm yeah exciting. then watched their volleyball game. met some people. ash i got names of hotties so tommorow gametime HA
Tommorow is the football game. Go team right. whatever there called. rebels or something. all the players are starting to talk to me. i think they relate to me more since i do the same work their trainer does. i dont know i miss football just not winter springs football. most of them are just assholes who think their better than they really are. whatever.
So my big decision is still on my mind. i dont know what i wanna do bout next year. i dont wanna be on the road all the time working with AAV but i also wanna do something exciting. something nobody else around here does.
Thank you katie for listening to me bitch last night. I really appreciate it cause its bullshit that im sure isnt a big deal to you, but i feel better having someone to talk to. thanks
Julia left me a comment. cool i guess. idk it doesnt make me feel any better. it just really sucks cause shes the coolest person ever. i just wish things hadnt changed from summer cause i loved the summer so much. i wish i could be the friend she was to me, but its hard. it feels like part of me is missing now.why cant i get a break and find a girl who likes me as much as i like them. is it too much to ask for. maybe....
Well im out