Don't worry this is not an attack on the male species, it's an attack on myself.
I want a man more than most things right now, and i have for sometime. Why don't i have one? I'm fussy. This man must be a non-smoking, mature, reliable, caring, able to cope with my illness and smart. Added bonus points for those who drive, are good communicators, can play a musical instrument and actually give a damn. In short, to find all the essential attributes, i need a woman.
But i could never go out with a woman, their too highly stung, possesive, and frankly I'm a sucker for cock. There really is nothing like a man's body for me, i could never commit myself to a woman, i just know I'd want a man at some point down the line.
Moan over... for now. So much more in my head, that will be going in my book.