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ok im even more confused now than eer.I broke up with Tim and now hes useing his friend to make me care abut him.Well Tim girls have feelings too you know?!we feel pain and you have put e through alot of pain and i know its the same for you but you will never understand how i felt and im sorry. I just have so much to think about no and im scared,i should have never bothered Jesse i know this is random but i feel like i should have never bothered with falling in love with him if it would hurt both of us...well it shouldnt have hurt him he has his girlfriend and he just had to dump me so easily and he had her back so i feel like i should have never came into his life,i dont really think he cares right now what im feeling as long as he as her.In other news im trying to move on, no not a rebound but i have really liked my friend Brian for a while and i never told him becase he liked Sharmin so i backed off but im tired of having to back down from the one i love so im going to tell it to him straight and see what happens.And my family life isnt that great im bitching i know i am please dont think i m trying to hide the fact i know my dad told me ever so pollitly today at dinner.*sighs* so fuck life and bye bye
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