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I AM A FAGGOT.
So I'm lying in bed trying to sleep. AND SUDDENLY START THINKING ABOUT DEATH, LIKE I DO.
I'm not one of those emo goth things, I am just a natural worrier. and death is a good subject to worry about.
I have thought about this many times before, but tonight I again realised that one day I will have to experience the mortality of my parents and grandparents.
And I can't do it.
I won't have the strength 8|
When they go I will probably go soon after .___.;;
WHY DO I THINK THESE THINGS AT SUCH GOD FORSAKEN TIMES BAWWWWWWWWWWWWW MY TABLETS ARE SUPPOSED TO STOP THESE SORT OF THOUGHTS BAWWW BAWWWWWW FUCKING BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~
Protip; don't lie on your back when crying, tears run into your ears and then you get soggy ears >3>;
So now I'mma go thru my b folder and lol, then try and sleep again.
So I'm lying in bed trying to sleep. AND SUDDENLY START THINKING ABOUT DEATH, LIKE I DO.
I'm not one of those emo goth things, I am just a natural worrier. and death is a good subject to worry about.
I have thought about this many times before, but tonight I again realised that one day I will have to experience the mortality of my parents and grandparents.
And I can't do it.
I won't have the strength 8|
When they go I will probably go soon after .___.;;
WHY DO I THINK THESE THINGS AT SUCH GOD FORSAKEN TIMES BAWWWWWWWWWWWWW MY TABLETS ARE SUPPOSED TO STOP THESE SORT OF THOUGHTS BAWWW BAWWWWWW FUCKING BAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~~~
Protip; don't lie on your back when crying, tears run into your ears and then you get soggy ears >3>;
So now I'mma go thru my b folder and lol, then try and sleep again.