Sleep
I'm so fucking irritated right now. I want to cry. I haven't slept in over 48 hours, and no one gives a shit. This new job is stressing me out, no one seems to realize that the family business seems to be resting solely on my shoulders. No matter how fucking optimistic I try to be about it, I'm not okay. I was yawning all day, couldn't concentrate on very simple filing tasks. I came home totally exhausted, couldn't hold my head up straight. I'm pretty damned close to popping a few sleeping pills right now, to be honest.
At 7pm I went to bed, thinking to myself: "Good, I'm tired. I'll fall asleep." Guess not. I've never been able to sleep with noise around. I need complete silence. No people walking around the house, no cats running about, no whispering, etc.
Of course, when I asked my brother if he could please keep it down around 9pm, here's what he told me "Stfu, it's 9pm. No."
My bratty little niece is on her computer upstairs which happens to be right above my fucking bedroom and she's amusing herself by rolling back and forth on her goddamn chair.
My animals obviously don't understand. And the rest of the household doesn't give a shit.
Result? I'm PMS, irritated beyond belief, I want to kill someone and I'm aiming for 72 hours without proper sleep. Fuck you. Tomorrow's gonna be hell.
Find out if you have a sleep disorder by taking this short quiz. If you answer yes to any of the following questions, you may be dealing with insomnia or another type of sleep problem. Consult your doctor.
1. Do you snore loudly and/or heavily?
No
2. Are you excessively sleepy or do you lack energy in the daytime?
Yes
3. Do you have trouble with concentration or memory loss?
YES
4. Do you fall asleep while driving, in meetings, while reading a book, or while watching television?
Sometimes, not lately though
5. Do you have occasional morning headaches?
All the time
6. Do you sleepwalk, have nightmares, or have night terrors?
Yep
7. Do you suffer from depression or mood changes?
Yep
8. Do you have trouble going to sleep or staying asleep?
Yep
9. Have you experienced recent weight gain or high blood pressure?
105lbs -> 120lbs in a few days + high blood pressure
10. Have you been told you hold your breath when you sleep?
No
Hrm...
At 7pm I went to bed, thinking to myself: "Good, I'm tired. I'll fall asleep." Guess not. I've never been able to sleep with noise around. I need complete silence. No people walking around the house, no cats running about, no whispering, etc.
Of course, when I asked my brother if he could please keep it down around 9pm, here's what he told me "Stfu, it's 9pm. No."
My bratty little niece is on her computer upstairs which happens to be right above my fucking bedroom and she's amusing herself by rolling back and forth on her goddamn chair.
My animals obviously don't understand. And the rest of the household doesn't give a shit.
Result? I'm PMS, irritated beyond belief, I want to kill someone and I'm aiming for 72 hours without proper sleep. Fuck you. Tomorrow's gonna be hell.
Find out if you have a sleep disorder by taking this short quiz. If you answer yes to any of the following questions, you may be dealing with insomnia or another type of sleep problem. Consult your doctor.
1. Do you snore loudly and/or heavily?
No
2. Are you excessively sleepy or do you lack energy in the daytime?
Yes
3. Do you have trouble with concentration or memory loss?
YES
4. Do you fall asleep while driving, in meetings, while reading a book, or while watching television?
Sometimes, not lately though
5. Do you have occasional morning headaches?
All the time
6. Do you sleepwalk, have nightmares, or have night terrors?
Yep
7. Do you suffer from depression or mood changes?
Yep
8. Do you have trouble going to sleep or staying asleep?
Yep
9. Have you experienced recent weight gain or high blood pressure?
105lbs -> 120lbs in a few days + high blood pressure
10. Have you been told you hold your breath when you sleep?
No
Hrm...