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Ok you know what? I shouldn t have yelled at you. But it really pisses me off that you constantly make excuses for her. I don't care if she's "trying to patch up your relationship". She always goes through these phases where she doesn't treat you like shit. And she ALWAYS goes back to the way she was. Always. Only parent left or not, she's still NEVER been a good mother to you. I'm tired of sitting around and watching her use you, steal your money, and hit you when you don't do what she says. No matter what, she will never be able to make up for the fact that she's always treated you like shit.
You always act like it's not even a big deal what she does/did to you. You're always so nonchalant about it. I don't fucking understand how you can just SIT there and fucking TELL me "oh she's been better lately" and blah blah blah. I'm fed up with it. Maybe it's not my place to say anything, but how do you expect me to sit idly and NOT be pissed off that my best friend gets beat, and has all her money stolen from her that she worked HARD for. While your mom sits on her ass, has BARELY had a job since I've known you FOR 8 GODDAMN YEARS, while you work YOUR ass off to pay HER bills. And this is going on RIGHT NOW MARKELLE. YOU JUST FUCKING PAID HER FUCKING MORTGAGE AND HER FUCKING ELECTRICITY BILL AND HER FUCKING CELL PHONE, AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON! So don't fucking sit there and tell me she's been better. I don't give a fuck. What I give a fuck about is the fact that YOU are paying for HER bills and you always have. What do you think she's going to do when you move out? She's such a child she can't even pay her own fucking BILLS without you. WHAT THE FUCK?
I know I'm trying to rush you to move out, but it's only because I want you out on your own so you can pay for your OWN bills and not have to worry about hers. If you hadn't had to pay for her bills for the past few YEARS you'd have a car by now. Period. So don't give me that bullshit about not having the money for a car. How long did you have $4000.00? Oh THAT'S right...MONTHS! And you never got a car because you were AFRAID. Of WHAT? Staying with your MOM who is almost 50 and can't even take care of herself? That's a laugh. And where did all that money go??? Hmm....let me think.....YOU PAID HER FUCKING BILLS WITH IT AND NOW IT'S ALL FUCKING GONE!!!!
I'm sorry I snapped....but it just really made me mad when you made even MORE excuses for her and basically said it's "OK" that she did that shit to you in the past because it's been better for the past....oh....WEEK. FUCK THAT MARKELLE. EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME FOR FUCKING CARING ABOUT MY OWN FUCKING BEST FRIEND. SO GO AHEAD AND BE FUCKING PISSED OFF. I'M SICK OF BEING YELLED AT FOR FUCKING GIVING A FUCK. GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You always act like it's not even a big deal what she does/did to you. You're always so nonchalant about it. I don't fucking understand how you can just SIT there and fucking TELL me "oh she's been better lately" and blah blah blah. I'm fed up with it. Maybe it's not my place to say anything, but how do you expect me to sit idly and NOT be pissed off that my best friend gets beat, and has all her money stolen from her that she worked HARD for. While your mom sits on her ass, has BARELY had a job since I've known you FOR 8 GODDAMN YEARS, while you work YOUR ass off to pay HER bills. And this is going on RIGHT NOW MARKELLE. YOU JUST FUCKING PAID HER FUCKING MORTGAGE AND HER FUCKING ELECTRICITY BILL AND HER FUCKING CELL PHONE, AND THE LIST GOES ON AND ON! So don't fucking sit there and tell me she's been better. I don't give a fuck. What I give a fuck about is the fact that YOU are paying for HER bills and you always have. What do you think she's going to do when you move out? She's such a child she can't even pay her own fucking BILLS without you. WHAT THE FUCK?
I know I'm trying to rush you to move out, but it's only because I want you out on your own so you can pay for your OWN bills and not have to worry about hers. If you hadn't had to pay for her bills for the past few YEARS you'd have a car by now. Period. So don't give me that bullshit about not having the money for a car. How long did you have $4000.00? Oh THAT'S right...MONTHS! And you never got a car because you were AFRAID. Of WHAT? Staying with your MOM who is almost 50 and can't even take care of herself? That's a laugh. And where did all that money go??? Hmm....let me think.....YOU PAID HER FUCKING BILLS WITH IT AND NOW IT'S ALL FUCKING GONE!!!!
I'm sorry I snapped....but it just really made me mad when you made even MORE excuses for her and basically said it's "OK" that she did that shit to you in the past because it's been better for the past....oh....WEEK. FUCK THAT MARKELLE. EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME FOR FUCKING CARING ABOUT MY OWN FUCKING BEST FRIEND. SO GO AHEAD AND BE FUCKING PISSED OFF. I'M SICK OF BEING YELLED AT FOR FUCKING GIVING A FUCK. GODDAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!