on life...
it's funny how life can be such a game.
it's funny how you think you're okay,
then you break.
...but you know you're okay.
gonna be okay.
it's funny how you cry.
is it even right to say you can cry in a good way?
to flood yourself in tears?
there are so many times when it just pours,
when you just want to cry, just want to release, just want to emotionally escape, just delete all feeling and cleanse yourself pure again.
just stop.
stop crying.
wish you had no tears left to shed, wish your face no longer served as a manifestation of your pain. wish you didn't have to feel so stupid,
so lost
so hurt
anymore.
wish you could stop the heartburn, escape from all fear, remove all reminders of your grief...
and drown in your own flood.
then.
can you say you had a
good
cry,
wanting to delete the
very
reason
why you did?
yet still knowing everything you gained from it?
and through it all, you know there's NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS.
through it all, tears don't always have to seem so heavy. at least you KNOW someday they won't be.
it's funny how you think you're okay,
then you break.
...but you know you're okay.
gonna be okay.
it's funny how you cry.
is it even right to say you can cry in a good way?
to flood yourself in tears?
there are so many times when it just pours,
when you just want to cry, just want to release, just want to emotionally escape, just delete all feeling and cleanse yourself pure again.
just stop.
stop crying.
wish you had no tears left to shed, wish your face no longer served as a manifestation of your pain. wish you didn't have to feel so stupid,
so lost
so hurt
anymore.
wish you could stop the heartburn, escape from all fear, remove all reminders of your grief...
and drown in your own flood.
then.
can you say you had a
good
cry,
wanting to delete the
very
reason
why you did?
yet still knowing everything you gained from it?
and through it all, you know there's NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS.
through it all, tears don't always have to seem so heavy. at least you KNOW someday they won't be.