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wow, long time no update. I've been really busy, plus i pay a lot more attention to my xanga site, just because all my friends have them, but its cool to come back to this one when there's crap going on i dont want them to know. Like right now, Me and this guy David are together, and its a crazy story how we hooked up, but it doesn't matter. We've been together a while now, and we started having sex and I'm kind of scared right now, that i could be pregnant. I know no one wants to hear this, and everyone will be like, well if you are its your own fault, blah blah, but thats not true, because we were SO freakin careful, I'm not on the pill, but we really where SO careful it wasn't even funny, and now im late. I dont know what i would do if i was, I wouldn't have it, seriously. David would leave me, my mom wouldn't let me move back in...OH by the way, I got kicked out of my house by my mom because of the following reasons:
1. She became mormon, and i refused
2. She found a pac of cigarettes and a condom in my closet
3. She wanted to move back to colorado, without me.
So yeah, thats my mom for ya, and now shes all talking about me moving back in with her, and im just kind of like, ok screw you? I think I'll go live with dad. We still aren't cool, but i dont know, Im not gonna move back in with my crazy mom. I dont know, as fucked up as things are right now, im still pretty happy. I know that anything that is going wrong is easily fixed, so it doesn't matter. More later, i dont have much to say right now, this week has been pretty slow, but tonight should be fun. There's a party at blakes house, so yay thats my favorite thing. And i get to see David..yay :) I like him bunches.
Usually i get sick of a guy really fast, and if i dont get sick of them, i find like 20 billion things that drive me crazy about them, and that hasn't happened at all yet, everything i know about him, i love. Also, If im dating someone, and i hang out with other guys, I start to like a different guy, but that hasn't happened either, which is awesome and i cant believe it and it makes me so happy. I dont know, the only thing that kind of bothers me about him is that sometimes its hard to actually talk to him in person. Hes awesome on the phone, but when we're together, its kind of hard just because we are always just sitting on our asses watching tv or something and have nothing to say. But then when we get drunk we have plenty to say, so ya. Anyways, i should have stopped rambling sensely paragraphs ago.
Melissa
1. She became mormon, and i refused
2. She found a pac of cigarettes and a condom in my closet
3. She wanted to move back to colorado, without me.
So yeah, thats my mom for ya, and now shes all talking about me moving back in with her, and im just kind of like, ok screw you? I think I'll go live with dad. We still aren't cool, but i dont know, Im not gonna move back in with my crazy mom. I dont know, as fucked up as things are right now, im still pretty happy. I know that anything that is going wrong is easily fixed, so it doesn't matter. More later, i dont have much to say right now, this week has been pretty slow, but tonight should be fun. There's a party at blakes house, so yay thats my favorite thing. And i get to see David..yay :) I like him bunches.
Usually i get sick of a guy really fast, and if i dont get sick of them, i find like 20 billion things that drive me crazy about them, and that hasn't happened at all yet, everything i know about him, i love. Also, If im dating someone, and i hang out with other guys, I start to like a different guy, but that hasn't happened either, which is awesome and i cant believe it and it makes me so happy. I dont know, the only thing that kind of bothers me about him is that sometimes its hard to actually talk to him in person. Hes awesome on the phone, but when we're together, its kind of hard just because we are always just sitting on our asses watching tv or something and have nothing to say. But then when we get drunk we have plenty to say, so ya. Anyways, i should have stopped rambling sensely paragraphs ago.
Melissa