wow school is a turn off...
Everyday of my life gets more and more boring. I can't decide if I hate it, or if I like it. A boring life or one that is eventful and sad, and full of me getting my heart broken?
sorry about that, enough about my meaningless mumbling. My first tennis meet of my life is tuesday, and I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SCARED! I am the ONLY freshmen on Varsity, I am the ONLY lefty, and I only have 9 practices in, and I am scared SO bad, I could DIE! Everyone keeps telling me I will do fine but you know what damnit, I would rather be playing singles on JV that doubles on varsity. The worst part is, my doubles partner, is so good, and she deserves to win, and I dont want to fuck it up for her! agh, why am I so NERVOUS it's ONLY TENNIS! It's only a sport, it's not my life, it's not so important that I need to get all nervous when the meet is 6 days away, 3 practices to prepare, AGH i need to calm the fuck down! BHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I just want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!
ok sorry, I'm like, having a nervous breakdown over a meet that is 6 days away, that I will do FINE at! goodnite everyone, no chance in HELL i will sleep tonight, or any night for that matter, until I get this damn first meet over!
sorry about that, enough about my meaningless mumbling. My first tennis meet of my life is tuesday, and I am SO SO SO SO SO SO SCARED! I am the ONLY freshmen on Varsity, I am the ONLY lefty, and I only have 9 practices in, and I am scared SO bad, I could DIE! Everyone keeps telling me I will do fine but you know what damnit, I would rather be playing singles on JV that doubles on varsity. The worst part is, my doubles partner, is so good, and she deserves to win, and I dont want to fuck it up for her! agh, why am I so NERVOUS it's ONLY TENNIS! It's only a sport, it's not my life, it's not so important that I need to get all nervous when the meet is 6 days away, 3 practices to prepare, AGH i need to calm the fuck down! BHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I just want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!
ok sorry, I'm like, having a nervous breakdown over a meet that is 6 days away, that I will do FINE at! goodnite everyone, no chance in HELL i will sleep tonight, or any night for that matter, until I get this damn first meet over!