Aug 03, 2004 23:23
hello for now and goodbye till then. im on the computer when i need not be, for beside me lies the 1200 page book that dreads to be read. London is the place, yes the London of dreams and medieval movies, the London i've been assigned to read away my already short enough summer days. but why?! oh why i ask has this task been laid upon my head, to loom and fester, spelling certain doom, taking away the resting place i once called home. all that was mine and all that i'll make will be taken like the sun forsakes the moon each and every morning, day, and night. what is left, what in this world is right. nothing but my heart who stays true to the light that catches my eye and the ones that make me cry. what must one do when he has strayed too far down steam to stray back up. perhaps he should just stay put, and figure out which way is which and what path is what.
ok, i just through my brother through the wall. there goes another 100 bucks or so i owe my mom. i think that brings the total to about 800 bucks probably or more. oh well. money is no longer an object to me, it means shit. just something that causes more problems; i have no need for it anymore. all i need are the natural freedoms i already have and will always have. so that is what i will invest in. not money. my mind is the stock market.
i just took a bunch of crazy pictures and put them up on myspace so go check that out.
i have no idea how im going to get my summer reading done, i think im fucked. im used to it by now i guess.
p.s. if your actually reading this, let me know or something. i hate not knowing. especially on livejournal, cause it kind of seems like the point...