Mar 02, 2004 19:17
Nothing special...just sitting at home. i've been running around all day and due to certain "misunderstandings" with my little brother, i didn't get to accomplish my goal today. which sucks. ass. OH well...there's always tomorrow right. Boredome...blah, blah. i learned something the other day about a person i consider to be one of my closest relations that made me want to throw up. i don't understand how some people can be so low. just deceitful and selfish and wrong. And i never knew he could be that way. it was somewhat depressing and deeply upsetting to say the least. I guess maybe i have a little too much faith in people, but hey, it beats having none at all right? Venting, Venting... For some reason, i'm feeling very apprehensive about intimacy. it's kinda freaking me out honestly...never had this problem. Not that it's really a problem, yet. I'm sure i'll be able to overcome it though. At least i hope so. ANyway...i'm gone.
Go ahead...take a hit. tastes good.