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I need some change in my life. Something new. Something to look forward to. I feel like I'm in a real rut here. I'm just not interested in doing stuff. And its always a bad sign when I start to sleep alot more out of sheer boredom with life. Which is where I am at right now. I've got this lonley, worthless feeling that is like a weight tied to my shoulders. It makes me want to slouch out of sheer embarrasment for being alive. Maybe I'm being melodramatic. Maybe I'm exagerrating. Anyway. Tonight I'm in a hotel in Bethlehem, PA. I'm on a training trip here until Thursday. It's just me out here, no one else from the company needed to come. So, I have alot of free time on my hands. I went to the mall nearby for a little bit tonight, but that didn't kill nearly as much time as I thought it would. The one good thing that happened was the free beer in the lobby.