The natural Update
So, I finally decided it was time to update and put some of my thoughts, questions, and just life in general down on paper. No one reads this anyhow. At least I can process. Where to start?
Life in general is pretty good. I don’t have any real complaints. Of course, my typical bitching about relationships, but I’m the only one who can address that. I’m thinking of stepping back from talking to most online and to just reflect for me for a while. A few people I want to keep in contact with; Tim, Duane and Delayne! But, in all honesty, that is about it. Everyone else bitches, moans, groans, and just feeds my life full of drama. I know that I need to work on some aspects of my health and on my career. What do I want? Where am I going?
Relationship wise there isn’t much going on. I have a few people who are of great interest to me. Two or three that I’d possibly pursue something with if give a chance. But, right now, I’m not sure if it will happen. With Tim, he’s only 3 hours away, says he’s really interested. But, I just get the feeling that our lives just aren’t meshing well enough to make it work. Duane, well he has another guy of interest right now. We are great friends, but he’s all the way in Houston, Texas. I just can’t easily hop on a plan to even meet him. I wish him all the luck with Steve though, a guy he’ll be meeting this coming weekend. Steve has that ability to just get on a plane and fly down. Then there is Jimmi! Not sure where this will go, if anywhere. We’ve been chatting for 3 years and finally going to meet. But, just not sure what will go on here. We shall see.
Work has been good, very very busy. I’m working long days but still liking my job. Things with my boss have calmed down too. Her mood is much much better. I’m not sure if MI is the end all place for me. But, only time will show me direction.
I guess I’m just in a funk. I lack the discipline to do anything. I need to fix my eating, I need to workout, I need to be more productive at work. But, all I seemed focus on is the fact that I lack a meaningful relationship right now. This is very pathetic and I hate this fact about me. But, it’s the truth! Well, I guess I’ll just keep on trucking along. My March the weight will be down and I’ll be caught up at work.
Life in general is pretty good. I don’t have any real complaints. Of course, my typical bitching about relationships, but I’m the only one who can address that. I’m thinking of stepping back from talking to most online and to just reflect for me for a while. A few people I want to keep in contact with; Tim, Duane and Delayne! But, in all honesty, that is about it. Everyone else bitches, moans, groans, and just feeds my life full of drama. I know that I need to work on some aspects of my health and on my career. What do I want? Where am I going?
Relationship wise there isn’t much going on. I have a few people who are of great interest to me. Two or three that I’d possibly pursue something with if give a chance. But, right now, I’m not sure if it will happen. With Tim, he’s only 3 hours away, says he’s really interested. But, I just get the feeling that our lives just aren’t meshing well enough to make it work. Duane, well he has another guy of interest right now. We are great friends, but he’s all the way in Houston, Texas. I just can’t easily hop on a plan to even meet him. I wish him all the luck with Steve though, a guy he’ll be meeting this coming weekend. Steve has that ability to just get on a plane and fly down. Then there is Jimmi! Not sure where this will go, if anywhere. We’ve been chatting for 3 years and finally going to meet. But, just not sure what will go on here. We shall see.
Work has been good, very very busy. I’m working long days but still liking my job. Things with my boss have calmed down too. Her mood is much much better. I’m not sure if MI is the end all place for me. But, only time will show me direction.
I guess I’m just in a funk. I lack the discipline to do anything. I need to fix my eating, I need to workout, I need to be more productive at work. But, all I seemed focus on is the fact that I lack a meaningful relationship right now. This is very pathetic and I hate this fact about me. But, it’s the truth! Well, I guess I’ll just keep on trucking along. My March the weight will be down and I’ll be caught up at work.